msmajik:
If you are following me and I am not following you - say HI! I try to check out the blogs of everyone that follows me, but sometimes I miss some. I don’t like to follow blogs that only reblog because I like to get to know you. So if you are the type that likes to interact then say “Hi there check out my blog and follow me!”
I am not shy and I talk to everyone that will talk to me =)
Gonna steal this and repost from msmajik! :-D
The laughs and smiles around me seem so fake. Why can I not feel as relaxed as the other people look? Ever the pessimist, I know that when I smile, it’s mostly forced. Are these people pushing down anger and resentment? Are they putting on a brave face, just like me? Or are they really that happy? If they really are that happy, that makes me angry. It makes me angry because I can’t be happy like them. I have my happy places and my happy moments and my happy securities. But take all those things away, and happy I am not. I hold back more tears than most people shed in a lifetime. I bow my head and walk past the happy people. I ignore the stares and the comments. If they can’t understand my sadness, Why do I try to understand their happiness?